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When does it get better

My heart hurts today. My husband has been dead for 3 days. I've only had one major breakdown. When does the hurt stop. Will it every. All the bull shit about how he's in a better place now. Fuck off. Being with me was just fine thank you. Living with me was super actually. I'm angry, sad, hurt, happy, relieved there are so many emotions and I hate every single one of them.

My husband is dead.

Fuck off with your advice strangers, just hurt with me. Don't tell me he's better off. Fuck off.

I'm sorry. I really am. I don't mean to be an asshole, but my entire body aches today.

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crassy
Jan. 20th, 2013 01:36 am (UTC)
You aren't being an asshole at all. People need to fuck off with the 'he's in a better place'. I know it probably comes from a place of empathy and compassion but it is still an incredibly rude and unfeeling thing to say.

Have breakdowns, kick and scream, do whatever it takes to get you through the day. Fuck everyone else, they don't matter.

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